In between heaven and hell.

Mission I'mpossible : RM100,000.00 by 22.

2011-12-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

well, I have blog about my life journey to adult,
now lets get something much more interesting...

money goals :P
RM100,000.00 before i'm 22 (10th July 2012)

now is like 87 % to complete.
i have roughly 7 months to go...to be exact...6 months and 10 days...

so that's means..in the past 6 months...i only manage to get RM13,000. from my investment ...duh..
i really have to work even harder from now on !

thanks to futures trading, if not i will never gain that fast =.=''
as in equity...i have reduce my stakes for this month....as i have transfer most to my futures account. Others investment includes, reits,business...etc.

as for my equity portfolio,
this month i have sold out my kianjoo at its peak...
and then get some intraday profit from JCY,KNM and CIMB.

now I am still holding to smartag (duh...dropping everyday)
and the coastal..(it's a good fundamental company....but enter at its peak...now suffering)
cash...still holding a lot...as i do not dare to buy anything big this month...better hold cash first..

klci sot dy...jump almost 20points last 5 minutes of trading..
luckily i closed my short position in futures early morning.

duh...seriously...
is it hard to have a mate/partner that can share similar vision and futures aim with you?
sometimes i just don't understand how a girl think.
is it wrong for me to work extra hard for a better futures? ...swt.

Melvin,
bb tc.
oh ya...happy new year eve everyone.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...--

it's been 3 months babe.

2011-11-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

''I was surfing the net and came across this exceptional episode of 60 Minutes where they spoke to people, well kids really, whose family had lost their homes to foreclosure, and unemployment benefits ran out, losing almost everything they have, ... and having to live in a truck or a car because many of the shelters are already full.

You do not need a subprime crisis to find homeless people, people whose livelihood had been so broken up by things that happen around them. If you had not tasted hardships, you may not truly appreciate the things and people you have around you.

What is most wonderful is the attitude shown by the two kids being interviewed. Brings tears to your eyes to know some had to suffer so young. However, it is exactly that kind of attitude that I am sure will bring them success - monetary, relationships and career - in the near future. If you have kids, do your kids have that kind of attitude? Or like some, they just shrivel up into a cocoon, and blame everything around them for causing the misery ...

I am not much for positive thinking therapy or those -rah-rah rallies by super salesmen to motivate us to excel and achieve. I believe if you have the right attitude, you can climb yourself out of any rut. The attitude that you alone can change your destiny, that you alone can make things better for yourself and those around you, that you alone is enough to make sense of the world again, and that you do not have to be a super human being to do all that. Just accept what life is now, and mark out where you want to be, and pinpoint how you are going to get there.

No one is going to gloss over it all, it will be long suffering at times when we are down, but no amount of self-pity will do anyone any good.

If our kids had that kind of attitude exemplified by the two kids in 60 Minutes, you can die happy knowing that they will do well in life.''
credited to malaysiafinance.

well , of course i been throught the same thing, about 10 years ago,
i understand the feeling of that hardship,
the feeling of hunger,but do not even afford to buy a bread.

and that's why i promised myself i will work very hard to prevent myself from being into that kind of situation again, and i spend really a lot of time learn and learn and learn about finance, as i believe the knowledge of finance, is the most crucial thing in today world.

as in my motto...money is not everything, but everything is money !.

hmm, talking about money,well...thanks god for giving me the chance to learn on futures trading, it's money making trading !.
but really have to do homework and have the guts to place order...
duh...1 point = RM50. of course a lot of guts is required.

in this 3 months time, i want to set a aim on my futures account, to be at least 200 points earnings. (200 X 50 = RM10000)
well currently, i earned around 32 points :)

i strongly believe that ,the risks is greatly reduced if we were really do homework on certain investment, nothing is risk free, even FDs are exposed to inflation risks.Just that these peoples are living in denials...do not believe what behind the finance system.

duh ! especially my parents, its really hard to convince them to starts investing, until they see my return,then they starts to have a look on it..but still, do not dare to touch any risk...they do not know the facts that they are facing inflation risks everyday by placing money as in FDs ==

I'm sorry,but i really have quit going to casino,sorry to my friends that keep asking me accompany bu..i really promised myself and someone that i wont go anymore.I really take it as entertainment, and this will be my last time talking about it. :P

hmm,so far so good....well..having someone to accompany you eats,walks,shopping...haha i cant deny it,but it's really awesome and i feel really good. ^^..i'm just so darn lucky to have you :)

:) you are just damn cute..haha

Melvin,
will never give up to achieve my financial goals and all my dreams.

bb,tc

Feeling good. :D

2011-10-31T05:27:00.000-07:00

haha.....

it's been a long time since i wake up with a smile on my face.
well, not only because of the market rebounding, but well..yea =D
having someone care about yourself is really like a magical power haha....

it's been a long time since i pay so much attention on my phone...waiting for replies..LoL.
haha..well...:)

Today was epic...
i prepared for my FA2 tutorial, and by 9.30am, i almost reach taylors...but then...luckily my friend told me it was cancel...so i went to do something much more important at sunway pyramid :)
haha it's fate afterall....=p

then went to icbm lecture..another epic moment...it was by ms.lisa..and it took roughly 15 minutes to finish the lecture...just purely telling us the exam format....duh..
then went chat with jill,ratha,cs.. well, there were funny peoples.. :P
well, at least they wont think so many things to fool their friend...
went back to for cisb lecture...but duh...only found that there is no more lecture for cisb..
luckily me and my group already plan to do discussion today, so we discuss earlier...till 2.30pm

and then i went back...reach home by 3.15pm.
open up my laptop, log in to the futures platform....click only 2 transaction...tadaa...: RM350...profit..LOL..
then to my equity platform....hmm not yet able to realize profit...did some shopping....hopefully these counter will not make me dissapointed.

till 6pm, went take dinner...back.
and start waiting for sms...hahaha..
well...:)
she is just too adorable la.....i'm just so lucky. :P

Regards,
Melvin,
14 days to exam. I will try my best !

Time to get serious.

2011-10-30T07:39:00.001-07:00

Uh, another week have passed.
that was fast @@

hmm luckily i did spent my time wisely, beside revision, i did study more on futures, more on value investing, as well as technical analysis for Forex trading.Yes i'm still the risk-lover investor. :)

i really want to thanks to GOD for giving me such an interesting knowledge, the art of investing...haha thank you !

hmm, beside that, i spend a wonderful afternoon with someone, =p ....how i wish everyday also will be like that..haha. but i know i can...soon !!

all right, time to get really serious, in about 2 weeks time i will sit for my final in semester 3,
hmm, qm and icbm so far no problem already....FA2 really a bit tricky for me..and the cisb..duh..! i really hate writing informations...system thingy..haha.
But what to do, it's in my study plan..and one of my core subjects.

hmm, i watched few show on cooking....duh...seems like i really interested to learn how to cook well..haha yea one of my dream is to own a restaurant ! ...and i will work for it..!! provided i have the chance !! thou i did go work as a chef helper ...for about a month..but i learn nothing much..as they only ask me to pick and arrange the dishes and raw materials...for the chef..
but i believe one day ...one day i will achieve it !.

and recently ,i interested to venture into car trading business !, duh...those 2nd hand car seller earning madly !! money flow in like water..lol......as well as those involve in accessories for phone...wow, small capital, fast return..and high margin !! lovely !
will gather more info on it...

but have to concentrate in my exam first, i believe this time round, i have nothing to disturb me mentally,i can do my very best...unlike last time.damn thinking back i'm really...out of control...why should i even care so much...but duh...my EQ is really low..i admit that...need to read more books on controling EQ...

Regards,
Melvin. last week portfolio...: +5.5% :0

To change.

2011-10-25T12:09:00.000-07:00

yeap, of all the things that i did ,some of the lies that i told,
really is ridiculous,but i can assure that i take no profit from my act/lies.
It's just pure ...reputation boosting...but not everything is a lie !

I also don't know why am i behave like this,
i cant help it,but thank to someone ,who wake me up,who is really important to me,
that make me realize, what i did were wrong...i should not act like that.
Maybe in the working world, i learn to act to suit the environment,to adapts myself with the situation,with the peoples,if not you will be kicked out from the level.

But,she have made me realize,no...nothing is much more important that having a true partner,someone who really care about yourself,and not those business partner who only meant for profit purpose.

Yes,i did told lies,not once...but many times,but i can assure that i take No profit from my lies,and yeap,i know i did hurt peoples along the ways,but hey think it back,you cant blame all on me alone,i'm just a normal person,me too have family to take care off,me too have social life,me too have goals to achieve,you don't expect me to do everything for you right?

enough, nuff for explaining,all i can do now is that,this will be my last promised.
just like what OBAMA said...TO CHANGE.
i will,definitely change myself,will now do what i had promise,will never make black cheque again.I will definitely fulfill what i promised,and achieve my goals,no matter how hard it will be.
That's what my aims for this year.To change. but, the risk-taker, think big-kick ass me, is still here,i only say that i will change,the way i promised things to be done and so on....but definitely not my mindset, as it was a gift from god.

Besides,i will also perceive things differently,sometimes,certain things, i do not really have it to be what i want to be,let it go naturally,...the result, might be very good.
and still the same, to the people who treat me good, i will treat them 2X as good, and to those bastard who trying to have a fool on me, i will never let them go,till i die.

This semester,i expected result will be.

QM: HD
ICBM :HD
FA2: D
CISB:C/D

i will try my very best to achieve it ,not for anyone,but to proof that,i'm
still who i am.

and i want to announce here that, i have QUIT GAMBLING.

Melvin,
bb tc.

15th October.

2011-10-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

well,
a fortnight have passed.
just like that,

even thou it's just 2 weeks, but i felt it was like 2 years.

i really don't know, am i destined to be like that,to have such experiences in my life.
i really don't know.

within this 14days, it was like the share market,i reaches the most happy moment i ever had,as well as the pain of dropping from the top floor of petronas twin tower...not once,not twice...again, i was given a hope....till this minute...the feeling is back again..
again....GOD...again you want to show me your mighty power again?

i had enough,seriously.
all this while, i thought doing good deeds will yield back good returns,or at least...nothing at all,but i do not expect being good will be treated badly???

hopefully i have been thinking too much....i will just go back sleep till tomorrow...as i really cant accept another round of disappointment...
come on la dear GOD.be fair...one normal person like me cant be played for 4 times in a row !!!
...

The end of the month september

2011-09-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

haha..
it was a remarkable day,

well, consider as my first time confess? haha..
i succeed.

all rite, should not disclose too much here, hehe..

lets get some updates,
in stocks market,
phew....the bear attack, causes klci to drop over 200 points, and is now trading at 1300++...
thou, it showing healing base on euro good news,
it was a great experiences for me,
so far portfolio still in positive side, and my shopping spree is coming really soon,,

in gaming, my previous post saying that i will achieve 500%,
but well, change in plan..
i will stop gaming...for someone that i really love :)
that's all i want to say now..

Melvin,
bb tc

22/9/2011

2011-09-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

wake me up...when september ends..

well, day to day, the market is going down down down down...haha
but luckily i'm a trader :) so..
everything goes normal..

well, i have just learn the art of futures trading...:) the profit is just so awesome :D

ah...and i made a right option, let go the club for them...they did quite a good job :P.
that's what i initially want to be,got a club related to investment ....haha.

in gaming, well..another 200% return, ..the month still young, hopefully can achieve 500% :)
well..still it's an entertainment for me....

Melvin,
bb tc..

finishing FA2 ,QM assignment.

again....

2011-09-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

:)

that feeling came, once again....this time...stronger...
but this time...i am lack of confident...totally..

allright, here is an update for myself..

in the stocks market,
well, thou bear almost kill the klci..haha
but thru this time mini crisis i guess, i learnt a lot of things,
i learn how to...see people clearly, some peoples, just get near you, get the things they want, and left just like that.
some plp, will be....when bear come, say bear is here, when bull come, say bull is here,
act so pro, but talk bullshit all the time..
haha...great, and i learn also how to manage my portfolio like a fund manager does :)

thou the bear market strike on me,
my current portfolio are still in positive....+12% liddat haha...:P not bad uh..

in my entertainment..
oo...my earning streaks have broken....in fact twice...one is lose control, the other was...due to...uncertainty...
and for this...totally in postive side...in fact...it is...+ > 1000% :P

then next, is my studies,
so far so good...as compare to my alvl life..
my current subjects are really piece of...cake....==
my aim for this sem will be 4 flat hds..thou cisb got a bit prob...

that's it for tonight..
Melvin,
bb tc.

here it come...once again...

2011-08-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

yeap once again it come..

this time...i better treat it as neutral..

anyway...i'm almost fully recovered liao..

bb tc.

Update ! August 13th !

2011-08-12T17:58:00.000-07:00

Been busy as the market around the world were attacked by bear....haha
but no worry, my trading strategies are trader. Which mean normally i will buy and sell within short term.
But not on my fund...which the managers decided to hold it. Oh well...lets see, but market is gaining back it's confident thou.

The main problem of this soon to be crisis is US debt, which existed century ago...
so why are they make it so big cases this time?

the next thing is...uhmmm my entertainment cum investment...
yea..i know, some say that i'm addicted or watsoever,
but i can confidently said that.....UNTIL this moment, it's still my pure entertainment with friends, well you know, go climb hill, have fun betting...and then lunch,shopping will be FREE,

well at least can reduce my paper loss on stocks :)

the third thing i'm going to include in here will be my EnI club,
oh well, they have found a new president,
and i'm really glad they do. phew...

in the first place, when i started with this idea, i just wanted a club of investor so that i could know more people with the same interest, and i do not have any intention become the one who manage the club, and i keep looking for one to replace me,

so....stop asking me whether i care or not==''
all i need is know plp with same interest (investing) with me....

now that they found the person who will manage the whole theory thing is just great,
and now i can sit back, join the activities, and no worry regarding the theory based problem, and have more times, for my climbing activities :)

Melvin,
oh ya...found a new target? haha..
every sem there is new beginning...but i'm not sure whether this beginning will bring me another tragic ending.... hopefully not.

bb tc.

Day 23 of an adult...woots.

2011-08-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

hmm next year February...there is only one place i will go, that is, SNSD SOLO CONCERT SINGAPORE !!!!

and , tomorrow will be my first lecture on FA2 :) hopefully i can do it like what i did for my FA1 :)

That's all for tonight,
tomorrow will be a good day ^^

Melvin,
bb,tc

How to start a converstation?

2011-08-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

haha I have completely forgot how to start a conversation with those cute girls...lol
maybe after the previous bad experience i phobia liao... :'(

anyway..

ICBM's first lecture already caught my attention, finally....
the first subject that i'm really interested in...the previous one was Finance and Investment.
but this international currency and banking market...is definitely MY SUBJECT ! hahaha

the cisb today...walao..the lecturer keep on reading slides..almost make me fall asleep lerh..
and ya...stop PORKING LA !!...haha

aiya...why all cute girl damn cool de...== as in *cold*

Melvin,
just realised my profit in MAGNA and DIGISTA today...have fun become a trader =D

bb tc.

14 celsius at Genting today :D

2011-07-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

woots...so damn cold.
i was freezing once i get off my car,till reach my 2nd office.

it was a place for me to train my psychology on investment,
and yet, a place for me to have entertainment, with friends.

no worry, till this moment i can proudly say that , it's still a pure entertainment for me.
plus, this kind of entertainment have investment's nature...and give yields ..haha

oh...one thing make me sad today...a bit la..
is my club...
omg..

how can they turn my !!!!! business making,profit taking,investor club....into some toilet related .....stuff...arghh..

but it's no longer my concern...the day i decided to step down, that's it.

Melvin,
cant wait for the ICBM lecture...ngek ngek ! :D

bb

Women ...is fast changing species...

2011-07-27T00:52:00.000-07:00

well this is based on 3 special women that i met recently,
and from my observation, overall they are changing very very...fast.

Women A,
when she need you, you are the king, when she got what she need, you are just piece of trash.

Women B,
today say 123, tomorrow say 456, and the next day, 789.

Women C,
haha this, is a combination of both women A,and women B, full of lies and act...haha
thanks god to let me know the true colour,of such species.

going, to chartnexus seminars later =D
Melvin,

really thanks to meifenn for the CISB books :)

First post :D

2011-07-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

Finally
The life of an adult :p,
I have earn my freedom key to make decision totally on my own,
,but The real key that I wish to earn is still the key to financial freedom.

Semester 3 have started, mix feeling in my mind, but I am aware of my decision to delete all the negative memories from previous semester, and I will do it. So far so good, thinking back, haha why am I waste my time on something that will never appreciate you? Instead be along with those who are aware of my presence and appreciate what ever I did for them as a friend :)

Yea,I believe through this new semester,I make myself into a totally new group,and will make a new bunch of friends and mates. And I also aim for 4HDs this sem....the 4Cs last sem was insufficient ;)

That's it Melvin,you can do it. Forget and ignore it,so that you will no longer get hurt of being good.

Melvin,bb tc...